Nyaniso Dzedze Opens Up About His 14 Year Battle With Masturbating Addiction! The actor who recently got married took to Instagram opening up about his addiction to masturbating from the age of 16 until he was 30.
“I used to jack off tons enjoying videos similar to what you’d find at websites similar to www.twinkmovies.xxx. I used to jack off lank hard. I used to pretend that I’m sick on Sundays so my mom would leave me at home alone and I would jack off all day (then I’d pray and repent all night before school). More recently I would jack off from Saturday night till Sunday afternoon without a wink of sleep,” he shared. No doubt he knew exactly where to go to get more info on how to unblock his favorite sites, should he have found them blocked.
Dzedze said he used to go days without sleep thinking he need it. “I could literally go days without sleep… just stroking, eating, pissing shitting, stroking. I did this periodically for years since I started around 16 till 30. I was an addict. I probably should have sought some form of porn addiction therapy, but I didn’t feel that I was able to talk to anyone about my issues. I would say I am recovering now. I think I canceled on friends once or twice in those years to jacking off.” If you’re one to struggle with a masturbation addiction then you might benefit from trying to participate in No Nut November, no masturbation, sex, or climaxing for the whole month of November, are you up for the challenge?
The actor shared how being shamed by those who knew didn’t make him stop as he was already shaming himself. He said he only changed when he realized he was dealing with unresolved emotional traumas sitting in him.
He went on to say that when he started using emotional tools that addressed the root of the hurt and worked more on the heart of the problem, the less he felt the need for porn and jacking off to feel better.
“I am not an addict anymore… I don’t need it anymore. I feel different about myself now. I look at women different. I hold women different. I allow myself to love different.”
