Kassie, a 26-year-old married woman, is my name. I’ve been married for three years and am presently five months pregnant, which should make me joyful but is the source of my deep grief.
You may be wondering why a pregnant married lady should not be overjoyed that her hopes of having a kid are about to come true, but you must hear my tale to understand why my position is unique. My spouse, Dubem, is not the father of the child, but his closest buddy, Rammy. I know I made a mistake by becoming connected with Rammy when Dubem left for Germany for a two-year study program, but I am a woman, and I succumbed to the temptation Rammy gave, and I am deeply sorry.
Dubem and Rammy were childhood pals and may pass for brothers to anyone who doesn’t know them. In fact, Rammy was Dubem’s best man at our wedding, and Dubem repaid the favour two years later when Rammy married.
Because it was only logical that when Dubem went away, he ‘gave me over’ to Rammy to look after till he returned. Rammy would swing by the house at least three times a week on his way home from work and stay for a bit before departing.
Usually weekends, he and his wife will visit again or I will go to their house to spend the day with them, or he will take me to the movies, the beach, or an event.
The day it happened, he had come over as usual, and as I was in the kitchen making supper, the heavens opened up and it poured violently, with a thunderstorm following it. The weather was bitterly cold, and I hated the prospect of sleeping outside in it.
In reality, I was sex-deprived because Dubem had been gone for nearly a year and I relied on him on such evenings. I was still pondering with my eyes closed when I felt hands on my shoulders and opened my eyes to find Rammy drew me in.
He dragged my face to him, and I fell into his arms. The next thing I knew, he was on top of me, making frantic love to me.
That would have been the start, and we proceeded to sleep together practically twice a week after that. Because I was on the pill, I was extra cautious, or so I thought. Then I missed my period and took a pregnancy test, which came out positive.
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